how fit!

akalain mo nga naman!






You are "Bullet with Butterfly Wings"
from the album "Mellon Collie and the
Infinite Sadness."


What Smashing Pumpkins Song Are You (lots of outcomes)?
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dont ask, just read*

*walang bakit, sino, paano. wala na rin yung call two. hindi ako sasagot.


Pangatlo: my favorite scar


Lose you
Pete Yorn


I'm taking a ride off to one side
It is a personal thing.
Where?
When I can't stand
Up in this cage I'm not regretting.


I don't need a better thing,
I'd settle for less,
It's another thing for me,
I just have to wander through this world
Alone.


Stop before you fall
Into the hole that I have dug here,
Rest even as you
Are starting to feel the way I used to,
I don't need a better thing
Just to sound confused
Don't talk about everyone,
I am not amused by you.


Cause I'm gonna lose you,
Yes I'm gonna lose you
If I'm gonna lose you,
Cause I'm gonna lose you,
Yes I'm gonna lose you
If I'm gonna lose you
I'll lose you now for good.

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Alam ko naman dito rin babalik ang lahat, alam ko. Kaso lang, alam mo na, nalapit na sa atin ang Mars at lahat, baka naman kako may nabago. Baka naman sa kung anong kosmikong dahilan ay may puntahan na rin nang lahat ng putangnang larong dati pa natin pilit sinasalihan.

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I often imagine myself injecting poison into my own veins. Slowly, from a big syringe. I'd watch as it slowly empties itself to me. Then I'd see myself writhe, thrash--but I do not scream in pain. I take it all in. I take it all in never making a sound. I see myself geting sucked in by Pain I imagine to be one massive black cloud. This happens every so often although I dont understand how I could get sucked-in over and over by something that big, that dark when I never see myself getting out of it. Maybe I never did. Maybe I'm bound to get sucked-in to that cloud's inner and bigger darkness. Or, then again, maybe not. Maybe i will get out, eventually.

I guess I already started pulling myself out of all that shit when, two weeks ago, after ringing your phone for seven fucking times I sent you this: "Ok. Fine. Whatever. No more anything from me then." And that was it.

Its been two weeks and I dont find it much of an effort, restraining myself from making calls, sending futile messages. I'm getting by just fine and I'm holding out good. Does this mean I feel nothing now? I doubt idf that will ever happen. It only means that I am now holding this love like a balloon, a shiny red balloon they say, tugging at it with a thin string. And someday, slowly opening my hands, I will let it slip through, sending it to the winds, away.

So wake me when it's over
And tell me when the feeling's gone
I always knew that you'd be my favorite scar
-the vanished

STATEMENT OF UNITY

STATEMENT OF UNITY
BUKLURAN PARA SA KATOTOHANAN
If you agree with the following, please post on your blogs and pass on to your relatives and friends.


We come from all walks of life, from different political, cultural, and economic persuasions, different points of view. But in diversity, we find a cause for unity. That cause for unity is our common objective to secure the truth.We all seek the truth.


We want the truth to come out. And yet every means for seeking the truth has been frustrated; every avenue for arriving at the truth has been blocked; and every opportunity to find the truth is being closed.


Gloria Macapagal-Arroyo's response to our call for the truth has been to suppress evidence, hide her accomplices, engage in a grand cover-up, sow fear, foment distrust and use every instrument at her disposal to encourage division among our people.


We will not be divided in these critical times.


We say with one voice, Gloria Macapagal-Arroyo must go. For the good of the country, she must go. For the sake of our nation's future, she must go. For the preservation of hope as a motive force in our national life, she must go.


We are united by the belief that this crisis must be resolved in a manner that is peaceful and democratic. Without the truth, there cannot be peace; without the truth, there is no genuine democracy. The truth must set our nation free.


Unite for the truth. Demand the truth. Defend the truth.
Action for Economic Reforms
AKBAYAN
Citizen's Action Party
Ateneo Concerned Faculty and Youth
Bangon Pilipinas
Bagong Alyansang Makabayan (BAYAN)
Be Not Afraid
Black & White Movement
Citizens for TRUTH (Transparency, Responsibility, Unity, Trust, Hope)
Citizens for Truth, Resignation, Impeachment, or Ouster (C4T)
Coalition for National Solidarity
Counsels for the Defense of Civil Liberties (CODAL)
De La Salle
FPJP Movement
Freedom from Debt Coalition (FDC)
Interfaith Movement for Truth, Justice and Genuine Change (IFM)
Kilusan ng Makabansang Ekonomiya (KME)
Laban ng Masa
Moro National Liberation Front (MNLF)
Peoples Assembly for Genuine Alternatives to Social Apathy (PAG-ASA)
Pwersa ng Masang Pilipino (PMP)
RepormaUnion of Muslims for Morality and Truth (UMMAT)
United Opposition (UNO)
Unity for Truth and Justice
UP AWARE
UP Diliman Student Council (UPD USC)
White Ribbon Movement
Women March
Youth DARE

hypochondriachization

Tangina, ayoko nito, mamatay na ata ako!


Walang tigil ang pagtulo ng uhog sa ilong ko. Parang putanginang gripo!


Di ako makasagot ng tawag, parang may holen sa gilid ng adams apple ko, tangina lahat na yata ng customer nagsabi sa akin na "I'm sorry, I can barely hear you." sasabihin ko naman "I'm sorry I sound a bit weird, its been like this since I got abducted by aliens, an event that almost landed me on X-files only they told me that David Duchovny had a more beautiful jaw than I do. " Shet!


At may ubo pa! At may masakit na puson pa(oero di sa dahil sa nabitin lang) sakit talaga! Tangina! Kelangan ko nang ipahinga ito kaso tatlong oras pa ako! Shet!